Friday, September 25, 2015

The Lure of the Cold.

My Aunt Diane lives on the outskirts of town, in an area typically considered “low-income”. To this day, I don’t know whether it was by choice or just the best she could afford. From the outside, her house looks like a run-down, double wide trailer home, but on the inside, her living room is well-carpeted, sheer white curtains adorn the windows, and even her guest room has an en suite bathroom.

As she’s gotten older, she’s needed more and more help around her house. She’d never married, having once told me “Some people get all the love they need from family.” I know she always appreciates my visits. And she cooks the most amazing foods, like her spicy BBQ ribs and her special “Irish Nachos” made from cooked potatoes instead of corn chips. 
When I’d visit Aunt Di with my mother, the noises outside always scared me. She lives so far on the edge of town, you can hear the coyotes howling at night, picking off the stray cats and dogs in the area.

She looked quite young for her age, not a sign of gray in her short, curled brown hair and her brown eyes always seem happy and smiling. The only hint to her age are some wrinkles that have started to appear in later years, but otherwise she has the appearance of a fit, joyful 40-something, even though she’s actually closer to 60!

For as long as I’ve known her, Aunty Diane has always had this one cat, Ornie, a big, lazy tabby. He was a stray when she found him. To this day, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him move. Aunty Di would always joke that he was too lazy to be a stray and that he never needs to move farther than five feet from his food bowl. She named him Ornie because door-to-door preachers keep mistaking him for a lawn ornament.

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I had a three day weekend thanks to sweet talking my boss out of work and I was looking forward to pigging out on food I didn’t have to cook. This year, the first freeze came in early. My windshield was frosted over by nightfall and Ornie had actually gotten up and moved under the house for warmth. I introduced Aunty Di to the joy of Netflix and we were enjoying the warmth of the gas heater while watching episodes of Poirot before we started to nod off on the couch. Tired, we bid each other goodnight and retired to our rooms.

The guest room is deceptively large, with a ridiculously comfortable four-poster bed and a bookshelf with dozens of books ranging from Agatha Christie to Mary Higgins Clark and even some Louis L’Amour. Beyond that is a comfortable yet well used reclining chair and the en suite, possible my favourite part of the whole house. It’s a bathroom almost the size of the actual guest room with a shower set in top left end of the room and a luxurious bathtub situated in the bottom right corner. When I first saw it, the design made me think it was a squat hot tub with no jet, but the first time I filled it with suds and hot water, I thought I would never leave. That night, I didn’t have the time or the energy to run a bath. Instead, I changed into my pajamas and curled up under the blankets for warmth, finally drifting off to sleep.

It was some time in the late hours of the night when it felt like the room was the coldest it had ever been. Some sort of croaking noise coming from the bathroom awakened me, which was quickly followed by what sounded like scratching. In the darkness of the room, I couldn’t make out much beyond the meager amount of moonlight coming in through the window. I briefly lifted the blankets off me to investigate before realizing just how cold the air was, even with the electric heater Aunty Di had set up in the room. Comfort and warmth soon won out and I put the noises down to Ornie being overly energetic, trying to get in out of the cold. The was a single bump followed by silence, which I took as Ornie’s resignation, so I rolled over and drifted back to sleep.

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The morning chill reached the low 40s, but the interior of the house was nice and warm. By noon, the day warmed up enough that I was able to start helping with yard work. Aunty Di has several flowerbeds that line her home that she likes to grow vegetables in, typically tomatoes, onions, and herbs. We spent most of the day digging and burying sheets of newspaper to kill off any potential weeds that might take hold next year.

Ornie would usually watch us from the top of the steps, but he was nowhere to be found that day. I thought nothing of it until I noticed the hole that was dug under the side skirting of the trailer. It was big, probably big enough to fit a medium-to-large sized dog. At first I thought a coyote trying to get to Ornie might have dug it, but then I realised it was inside the fenced yard and there seemed to be pieces of white fur caught on the skirting. When I showed Aunt Di though, she didn’t seem too concerned.

“It’s probably a raccoon trying to keep warm.” I remember her saying, “Don’t you worry about Ornie, he may not move much, but he’s been able to take care of himself all these years.”

I couldn’t help but feel worry eating away at the pit of my stomach. By the time lunch came around, my worries quickly melted away, after taking a bite of the previous night’s leftovers.

In the middle of the second night, I found myself lying in bed awakened by that same croaking and scratching noise coming from the bathroom. It was as if something was trying to push itself up against the floorboards. This time, there was an audible sniffing. Remembering what my aunt had said, I felt some relief that Ornie was still under the house, trying to sneak his way into the warm interior, but that sniffing made me uneasy. It seemed too loud and the scratching too rough to be from a small cat, or even a raccoon for that matter. It was at that moment I heard coyotes howl and yip in the distance and I felt my heart leap into my throat. If that really was Ornie, I didn’t want him being eaten by some tunneling coyote.

The scratching and sniffing ceased and I heard what sounded like scurrying and digging from beneath the house. I listened anxiously for several minutes, expecting to hear the sounds of Ornie attempting to fight off whatever was coming for him, but there were no further sounds. Outside my window, I heard a series of yelps and the sound of coyotes fighting. That was quickly followed by silence. My imagination ran wild with the possibilities of what had happened. I fought hard to to calm myself down. The fighting noises came from outside and out in the streets. Ornie wasn’t likely to leave the safety and warmth of his hiding spot and the coyotes were probably just fighting each other. It took some effort, but I was finally able to fall back asleep.

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The next day still brought no sign of Ornie, which served to further fuel my concern. As my aunt cooked breakfast, I went for a quick look around the house. I even checked the surrounding streets, but there was no sign of that cat. I recalled the fighting from last night, so I ran around to the area where I thought the sounds had come from. I found nothing but bloodstains on the road. There was no body. There seemed to be too much blood to come from one cat. The absence of anything made me all the more uncomfortable.

I walked around the side of the home, where I happened upon a second hole. This one was the same size as the last, but it was on the side of the trailer that wasn’t fenced in. When I tried to talk to my aunt about the scratching and the bloodstain over dinner, she dismissed it again.

“Honey, those raccoons get into everything. And a flock of turkey vultures can have roadkill picked so clean before the morning’s done that you’d think there was nothing there to begin with!”

That night, she attempted to calm me down with books and movies. We set up my laptop in the guest bedroom to watch one of my favourite romantic comedies on Netflix. Aunty Di sat in the reclining chair reading. It wasn’t long before I looked over and saw her dozing off, still wearing her reading glasses. Not wanting to leave her in the chair, I carefully moved her to my bed and turned the lights off. As close as my aunt and I are, it seemed awkward to share the same bed together. I set myself up on the couch and closed my eyes for a second.

I woke up to a series of thumps rattling the couch. I saw that my laptop was out of batteries and believed for a second that it was vibrating to tell me so, but that didn’t make sense. I quickly realized the sounds were coming from the guest room. A sickening groan that sounded like someone struggling to scream echoed from the guest bedroom. I found myself flying off the couch and running towards the sound. I swung the door open to see nothing but the dark. My eyes still adjusted to the lights that were still on in the living room, tried to focus on the dim light illuminating the bookshelves. In my peripherals, I noticed the corner of the bed in tatters. My eyes moved to the mattress. The blankets were torn to shreds and I saw red, too much red. Blood.

There was a flash of white and in surprise, I took a step back. When I did, the light I had been blocking with my body revealed a snarling, hissing form as it launched itself off the bed. It was covered in short, white fur and landed on all fours. It scurried against the floor. The claws it was equipped with were longer than each of my digits and this figure was the height of a German Shepherd with the length of a full grown man. Its jaws were stained red and its pale pink nose had protrusions that looked like several finger-length tentacles with countless thick, long whiskers sprouting from either side of its muzzle. But the one feature I can’t seem to forget is its large eyes. It seemed too shiny, too dead. They looked like eyes that had never seen the light of the sun.

The creature slammed its full weight against the door, sending me flying back against a nearby wall as I heard it start clawing against the wood. I ran to the living room and grabbed my cellphone. I dialed the police. I kept looking in the direction the guest room, my body tensing up with every scratch the creature left on the door. The operator picked up and I frantically asked for officers to come to the house as quick as they could. I told her about the creature that had attacked my aunt. The voice on the other end of the line kept calm and told me to stay where I was, that officers were on the way.

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By the time help had arrived, my aunt was gone. Officers found no sign of her apart from the bloody mess that was the bed. They searched the nearby streets for clues, but there was no sign of her or the creature. 

When I described the creature to them, they put it down to shock. They excused it as a coyote attack. They said it had clawed its way into the room from under the bathtub, following the water pipes to the valves hidden behind a small panel found along the side of the tub. From there they said the coyote had dragged my aunt back under the house and then out into the streets and beyond. They admitted that it was out of the ordinary, but that coyotes behaved strangely when hungry enough. Even when I insisted they search underneath the house, they found nothing, just the same two holes on either side of the building and a large, caved-in hole not far from where the bathtub was.

They say the coyote had been trying to dig a hole to keep warm, that it had probably been under the house for several days. They even found pieces of coyote fur around the hole that seemed to back it all up, but I know it was something else, something that came up from beneath the ground and killed Ornie. If it hadn’t been for the coyotes on the second night, it probably would have killed me too. And because I couldn’t get my aunt to listen to me, it killed her too. If I’d only been able to convince her, she would still be alive. She’s gone and I still know nothing about what killed her. To this day, the closest animal I’ve ever found that looked remotely like the thing I saw that night is the star-nosed mole, but the creature I saw that night had longer fur, its head was more canine, the eyes too big. And it was big, almost impossibly so.


I don’t know what to do, where to look or who to turn to. My aunt is gone and I can’t sleep at night. I keep thinking I hear that scratching but nothing comes. I’ve moved to a top-floor apartment, even homes with a concrete base don’t feel safe anymore. Whatever it was, whatever depths it clawed its way up from, I pray I never see it again.

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

My stream viewers are all dead.

I’m tired, thirsty and hungry. I’ve been trying to get some kind of message out for over a day now, but nothing has worked. I can only hope it works now. My phone has no dial tone, my cell isn’t getting any signal, I can’t log in to my reddit or e-mail and any message I try to place on a forum that has personal info is rejected. I’m using a friend’s reddit account right now. God, I hope this one works…

I’m a YouTuber. Most of you probably know me or have seen me before. I was playing a live stream on Twitch over the weekend. The game doesn’t matter but the viewers do. I average close to 30,000 viewers, minimum.

I play downstairs in my basement. Most of my fan base watches my videos for my horror genre Let’s Plays and reactions, so the room is typically kept dark with the light from the monitor being the only thing to illuminate my face. I try to read any comments in my stream for viewer input, to help me find hidden items or rooms and things.

During this stream there was one viewer who kept commenting, requesting I say things. I indulged them and would say their dumb lines, but they eventually started to devolve into gibberish. Nonsense words that I’d never seen before. I started to ignore them but they kept insisting that I just say at least one. I have no idea why I didn’t kick them from my stream, but god I wish I had now.

I said the words. I can’t repeat them here because I can’t remember them; I just said them without a second thought. I have no idea if I said them correctly but they seemed rough and guttural, like I was trying to cough while choking on phlegm. I remember thinking that I had no idea I was capable of making such a sound until I realised I was still talking.

The commenter kept writing and I kept saying the words that appeared. I’d stopped playing and I found myself transfixed to the screen. I knew what was happening, but I couldn’t stop it.

The room got colder and I could see my breath fog before me but I wasn’t shivering, it was as if my whole body had become numb. Other commenters thought it was a joke or started complaining, but eventually their comments stopped. They didn’t leave or stop watching, they just stopped. Either they weren’t commenting anymore or, like me, they couldn’t.

I know now what happened. It was my voice reading those words, echoing from tens of thousands of speakers and headsets, my voice conjuring whatever hellish being those words summoned. I know this because I can see it. I felt it's presence before anything else. In my cold basement it is the coldest, as if it took the heat and life out of the room. Even the darkness seems thicker. But I can see it now behind me, through my webcam. The light from my monitor barely illuminates it but I can see the eyes as they appear and vanish, the mouths that are there, and then never were. Tentacles with rows of teeth and no lips, long stabbing instruments like those of a mosquito, all appearing and disappearing on a floating, shapeless, impossible form.

It’s body, if it can be called such a thing, is so black that I’m not sure the light ever actually touches it, as I doubt anything would dare touch such an unnatural thing.

My one commenting viewer is still here though. Still writing while I speak the words. My viewer count has barely changed. The numbers go up but never down. People join my stream but I know now that they never leave. My words are summoning these things and it’s my words alone that are keeping the one behind me from devouring me. I know this, because the one constant thing that the creature has maintained is the sharp pressure it’s exerting into the base of my skull.

I’m tired, thirsty, hungry and cold. I know I can’t keep talking forever. I can see dark patches of flesh on my face, my lips are cracked, the blood is frozen and I stopped being able to feel my feet and fingers long ago.


This isn’t a call for help, as I know I won’t survive this. This is a request. Find my house and burn it to the ground. Don’t let these things loose.